Heys !! Everyday may not always be sundays ( although today IS sunday). Things might not always go your way, people might tell you things you don't want to hear. I am letting her go !! Please stop telling me things about her !! It hurt me !!

I found out how important I am in that heart of hers. Cool !! good to know that. Let us just be friends isnt it better ? I tried !! :) Will it be easy to let her go ? We shall see.

hmm I am blogging now because I promise someone to blog. If you are wondering why am I so busy ? It's because this week is like quiz week therefore I am too busy revising my work and furthermore Term test is coming :(. Training is still the same than ever. Lucky we didn't get hell yesterday. But i suspect it would come tomorrow. 8 X 200m kick pull with timing :(.Okay back to blogging.
Friday 21 of NOV
I worked from 8 to 2.30pm at tampines swimming complex and I saw this cute girl.Just her smile make my day , I swear she look so sweet when she smile. I told myself to blog about her. Which I didn't on Friday as I was too tired.Haiz the only bad thing is that I couldn't take a picture of her as her mother is there and she is about 3 or 4 year old.
Saturday 22 of NOV
That day was the second time I worked at Tampines safra. I feel better working there than the first time. There is this part-time called Jackie (fun guy) we crap and talk a bit :).
Sunday 23 of NOV
I had beach training. And I began to find out how sadist is chen an , that guy is totally crazy. Coach let us do some board races. After 3 races, I am so tired my hand are very weak and chen an suggest that I have a race with him ( WHAT A SADIST ARGHZ !! )coach too agree with it saying our time are about the same. So thanks to chen an my hand are still aching till now.

And today I found out that keeping stuff in the heart is like keeping rocks in the heart. It hurts you when you see the owner.You wanted to take it all out but your mind tell you not to. You would always give way to your mind and let the suffering carry on, at times you would just feel like throwing it away.I checked my term test timetable and I have 5 papers.

Why does stuff she say affect me so much ? haiz

I totally look like i have just enlisted into the army. Thankz to the hairdresser that came in the morning. My hair look totally mess up now. Arghz hate it !! hope that they will grow fast :(.



Hmm I did a lot of stuff today !! Went to the Asia pacific food fair at expo for breakfast. Whoos lots of food there, but i didn't have much:). My dad went separate ways after breakfast. So my aunt, my mother and I went shopping for FOOD, when my dad called and asked if we want to enter Malaysia. We agreed !!



I brought a shaver and a sunglass and didn't pay a single cent for it. The sunglass was from a emoprio armani. My mother is totally out of her mind today. She buy me the sunglass. Usually she wouldn't even spend a single cent on me or my brother.


YUP !! that the sunglass she brought for me !!

There is NO training today !! Hooray !! due to the wet weather training is cancelled. Really glad that it is cancelled cause I am too tired to swim. So what we did was 6 sets of 45 Stretchcord that all :).And I will be having LOA on the 18 of nov.WHOOS going for lifeguard duty for tp raw !! from 12 to 6 pm. Hmm maybe I will go for lecture but not classes. hehe YEA !!

I wanted to blog this for a long time but kept forgetting. Have you ever attend a lecture and heard the lecturer say 300 plus "okay" in just one hour ? haha. Well I attended a lecture last thuresday and this lecturer say about 300 plus "okay" in an hour for a lesson. My friend counted the numbers of "okay " and found out that she could say 100 "okay" in just 10 minutes while teaching a lesson. WHOOS we going to count how many "clear" she is going to say tomorrow. I bet about 200 bax. *Pray that I am right*

I wonder what have I been doing for the pass 4 weeks in school even the weekend. Why am I so lost whenever there is a lesson ? Have I priorities my time wrongly ? Have I been burning my time at stuff I shouldn't been doing ? Swimming life guarding and chatting is that what I have been doing for the pass 4 weeks ? Haiz where were the times where I used to revise and read up stuff that I need to know before a lesson starts ? Where were the times where I finish or read up on my tutorial before each tutorial start ? ARGHZ I need to really change my style of studying now !! Things really needs to change. I can't slack any further.

FUCK mehz !! Imagine after a day when you reach home. Your mother come to you and put a blame on you which you didnt know WHAT THE HELL have you done wrong. she blame me for not switching off the lamp when I sleep when I didnt even on the freaking lamp and her reason is "I know your brother wouldn't do that " So does that mean that whenever the lamp is on it is always my fault. FUCK YOU MEHZ !! ARGHZ and the next thing she blame was for not offing the switch after I charge the phone. For that I admit it I am sorry. But the lamp thingy WHO THE HELL WOULD ON THE LAMP WHEN THERE IS A DAY LIGHT. When i agrue back she say it was last night and I remenbered that I off the lamp. ARGHZ whatever mehz. I am too tired to argue with you.

Is it the world against me or me against the world ? Why am I keeping myself away from the world ? I somehow think that I have lose my usual self this few days or probably this is me. My teammate was asking me to go for FOC. Hmm should I or should I just go to work ?

ARGHZ !! I swear I won't waste my time ever again on this subject !! I spend the night from 11pm to 1am to read books on the subject that he want me to do research on and do out the presentation sildes.What I get was a increase of one marks. Was that 3 hours of my time doing the freaking research just worth a mark. ARGHZ !!

halow !! well another weekend just burn off. What have i been doing ? Well it is both camp and lifeguard duty. I attended IFC camp from the friday to saturday afternoon. Well the camp is fine just that my head is a little kan chiong and follow very closely to the program flow so it is kinda of rushing.SAFRA is the place where i go to do my lifeguard duty during saturday afternoon. Kinda of a boring place cause there is nothing much to do but just sit and wait for time to knock off. Some of you might say it is great !! cause there is nothing to do. I find it kinda of boring. The system at SAFRA isnt as good as SSC so kinda of not use to it. Not sure if i still want to work there :S. When i knock off at 2130 I called lionel ( SSC lifeguard) he told me that I got today afternoon shift. I was totally shock and wouldnt be able to work at night cause I have a project to do. Thankz to vanessa I am able to work morning today :) and finish up parts of the project.

YEA !! beach training is coming back !! WHOOS couldnt wait to climb back on that surf board and paddling it around !! Swimming against waves and ranning on sands. I somehow miss ranning at palawan beach.

Schools started like 2 weeks ago and I guess I am still trying hard to adapt to it.