Yup !! school is starting really soon. Wish that I have a longer holiday. Well if you ask me what I did for the holiday ? I would say NOTHING !! I am just slacking around at home, went for a two competition one nationals lifesaving and the other IVP.Didn't win any medals although I tried my best. The next thing that I did during the holidays are camps. Went for three camp this holiday Leadership camp, OCT Mentor training camp and OCT Orientation. All go on very well didn't regret joining them and looking forward in joining more camps.

Well yesterday I was looking through the subjects that I will be taking up this coming semester. I suddenly felt totally lost. I asked myself "What the hell am I doing here !! Doing subjects that you don't even know what you are doing!! Studying stuff that you don't even have any background knowledge on !! Java !! C programming !!! What the fuck do i need to study all this !! Isn't it a waste of my own time" But all this goes back to why I didn't study hard for my Os. Haiz well look like I got to spend another 4 months figuring and doing stuff that I do not know and does not like all over again. I swear I am going to get out of all this Shit and do something that I like. I felt so mess up.

Well after all life still have to go !! haiz haven been chatting.