AH I guess I would have a damn busy weekend. Let me see , friday I will be having IFC camp. I got to report at 2 pm :(. Or else I will have my friday free !! Saturday will come just after a wrinkle of an eye I will be doing my lifeguard duty from 14.30 to 2130 at Tampines safra. Then on sunday lifeguard duty again from 1430 to 2130 at Tampines swimming complex. Ah !! weekend got burn !! And I have got research to do !EWEB (Enterprise web design) and ORGCOM(organisation communication) AHAH how am I going to play about with them ? Haiz I probably have to rush them by thuresday. Maybe EWEB on all the nights.

Tonight training is fun !! Coach was teaching us all the new funny strokes that we can do during training. HAHA !! And we have a game at the end of everything. Well my group lose haha!! Well that all folks :)

Well i got my first day of school last week. Kinda of fun. Heard from my lecturer that I will only have one paper to study for exam which I think is pretty cool. Lots of stuff happen !! haha !! Next ! I just came back from kusu island like yesterday :). have lots of fun looking at blank air. I guess that is how the life of being a lifeguard goes. Look at blank air talking to your own teammates and have fun. There are some very nice seashell over there too. I picked some but kinda of lose it on the way back from kusu to mainland ( didnt know where i left it).I jave lots of fun working at the small lagoon, the big lagoon and the jettys. Speaking to the boatmen too. I took some photos of the clouds( from the jetty).and a picture of the island from the jetty.
haha. Well that all folks :)

Why did I feel so upset whenever I look at you ? damn !! Hope it will not carry on tomorrow. If it ever happen I am so sorry about it. I think I will probably be wordless tomorrow that all. I somehow feel that I am dumb and stupid. Maybe being selfish is just the correct stuff.

I went for my first economic lecture today and guess what I find it damn interesting and kind of fun !! Hope that I will continue enjoying it further. When I told mei yan that I am taking it she immediately thinks that i am crazy. haha let see how far can I go then :).

Who the hell need three fucking calculator of the same kind for a chemistry exam !?! WHAT !! the calculator can tell you PH value arhz ?? KNNCCB FO

Yup !! school is starting really soon. Wish that I have a longer holiday. Well if you ask me what I did for the holiday ? I would say NOTHING !! I am just slacking around at home, went for a two competition one nationals lifesaving and the other IVP.Didn't win any medals although I tried my best. The next thing that I did during the holidays are camps. Went for three camp this holiday Leadership camp, OCT Mentor training camp and OCT Orientation. All go on very well didn't regret joining them and looking forward in joining more camps.

Well yesterday I was looking through the subjects that I will be taking up this coming semester. I suddenly felt totally lost. I asked myself "What the hell am I doing here !! Doing subjects that you don't even know what you are doing!! Studying stuff that you don't even have any background knowledge on !! Java !! C programming !!! What the fuck do i need to study all this !! Isn't it a waste of my own time" But all this goes back to why I didn't study hard for my Os. Haiz well look like I got to spend another 4 months figuring and doing stuff that I do not know and does not like all over again. I swear I am going to get out of all this Shit and do something that I like. I felt so mess up.

Well after all life still have to go !! haiz haven been chatting.

One whole week just go !! I guess it is just because I got lots of stuff pack up for myself.Monday to wednesday I got my lifesaving chalet. I felt it is a good bonding session between me and my oter team mates. We went night cycling , went to the airport runway and changi beach :). On tuesday night, BBQ night I got drunk with just a cup of drink from jel. It is just vodka and chivas and ice cream soda. Ahahs totally drunk ,vomited and slept. But i woke up at 1 plus in the morning.I continue sleeping at 3 in the morning. The next day is check out day, the auntie came to check the room and she said that the towel (we use to clean the floor) are too black and we have to pay for that it cost 14.95 per towel and we have dirted 3 towels. I have learned the lesson and not to use their towel to clean floors. So 45 bucks was taken out of the chalet fund :(. From wednesday till friday , I was at a camp. Well this is kinda of the slackest camp I ever went to. I got nothing to do but to slack. I got nothing much to do until thuresday night where they have night games. Nothing much just giving the participants clues. haha enjoy it. And this morning nothing much for me to do.

I guess I totally screwed up today's IVP cause I didnt sleep enough the day before and have prata before I slept. Sorry coach and to everyone that have faith in me that I will complete it fast. I complete my 1500m in 29.18 minutes. It a very long time. sob sob!! I promise I will do better for 400m tomorrow. I am going to bed now !! Ciao !!

Heys I am back from camp !! Camp was fun but working with people you not cliqqing with is kinda of bored although all the people in the team are really nice people. Andy, Cindy ,Elaine hahas they are all nice people but I somehow just couldnt clique with their group. I booked in at 10 am on the 8 of Oct. The heads meet us for about half an hour and we are free to roam until 1630. I was like WTF ask me to report at such a early time and then have a half an hour meeting and that all. You could have ask us to meet at 1500 talk to us for 30 minutes and let us roam isnt it much better ?!?

So I decided to drive vanessa home to collect her stuff. The drive was fine until we met chen an at Tampines Mall. I swear to god that I would never park at Tampines Mall ever again !! When I was coming out of the carpark. I scratched my dad's car.I was like "Oh Shit !! I scratch the car." Things are ranning through my mind "what would my dad say","Would this be the last time I am going to use the car ?"Ahahah. I didnt came down to look at the scratches until we reach Ikea. We plan to eat there. Chen an and Van tried to cover the scratches from me but I see the scratches at last. There were some at the rear left wheel and the rear left door. AHAHAH. After we ate I called my dad and tell him everything about it. He sounded kinda quiet but the reason he was quiet is that he is working and couldnt rasie his voice to scold me. In the end my dad called my aunt to use wax to rub off the scratches. It help a lot !! those rookies driver out there if you ever scratches your parent's car try using wax to rub it off. I did not know what happen but when I am back from camp the scratches were gone. According to my auntie she told me that my dad use a spray paint to repaint the scratches and tell her if my mom ever ask about it say " he did the scratches when he was driving out of the temple" I was shock that he cover everything for me even though it sure would be a pain in the ass to see the scratches I did to his car. THANKS DAD !!

Back to the camp ! I went back to camp at 3 plus on the 8 of Oct and slack until 1630 for meeting after the meeting I went for training. Although the set were easy, I was still very tired after doing it. Ah What have happen to me ?? :( .The second day the programmers (me) were attached to a group and we went around the east side for games with the groups. FUN but Tiring I am sleeping during all the bus ride. The last day ?? I have lots of fun feeding people salt . Haha so fun to see all their funny expression.

That all pple !!

After much practise and grounded for 2 months. I could finally drove out alone !! It is a great now !! Things would get much much more easier without public transport and stuff. haha !! I drove to school today to play badminton with my Lifesaving team mates.My excuse for using the car is "pa I move the car to a better parking lot. Oh yes !! Can I drive to school then Tampines mall" REALLY !! I cant believe that my dad would let me drive out so easily. haha yea !! After all it is not my secondary school friends who are the first to ride my car but my lifesaving team mates(Don't you feel lucky !! haha).I did a little mistake while I am parking at Tampines mall car park. The spaces between cars are very narrow so while I am doing my parking the wheel on the right hit the wall. Lucky it is not any other part of the car. I was so afriad at first when it hit the wall. I was thinking to myself "Siao liao! First day drive car then hit wall liao !! Siao liao!!" but when i finish parking I found out that no body parts of the car is denied.Heng arhz !! Although I look fine when we were having lunch at TM my hand were shaking and haven recover from the accident yet. I am fine now.

Training today is fine !! although I don think I did my best haiz !! really demoralise after the training :(

Well after today meeting i kinda of felt relieve that things are finally going my way. I felt that I am adapting to the "club way of life" ( you know the boring meetings and the worries of stuff not getting done). Well that not the point, my VP and i sat down today after the meeting for lunch and discussion on what my adviser wanted. I felt like we thought through a lot of stuff today even though it is just something my adviser wanted out of the event.It was like we are sitting down and talking about what we are going to do for the next semester.I don care if i screwed up last semester but for the next coming semester I promise I will do my best for my club.Okay so instead of a outing on the 13 and 14 of september which i know that crushes with lifesaving chalet.A camp will replace the chalet which my VP and I think that it would be a money spent wisely. This time bernerd(my vp) and I are not going to do anything but just sit down and see how the current year 1s are going to plan this camp.They got a month and a half which we think is more than enough time to plan it. hahaha and it would be a good time to see how they are going to suffer. wahaha.I am not that sadist la haha.

Next next, I somehow got this feeling that my life is going to change a lot after the holiday. Maybe it is just my feeling but I guess so. Haha.

yos it is time i think i would want to blog. Hmm first thing , I am selected to swim for TP for 1500m (15X100m) and 400M for IVP(institutes verse poly) on the 10 and 11 of oct. Sian lohz . Willing be damn tiring !! So I have to go for training lately.
Next next , Eh I slept till 1.30 pm today !! Longest ever in my record since my holiday started. haha.Just in time to go for my program meeting :). hooray !!Hang around there for the next 2 hours and go to the bank to repair my card :( which got torned when i was pulling it out of my wallet out of desperateness to get money.then Home. I HAVE BEEN SLACKING SINCE THEN still counting :) . HOOS juz feel so good to juz slack around at home. Nothing for you to do but juz burn time :). I got a meeting at 10 am tomorrow :(